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Reminiscence

by Behind The Revolver

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1.
Left Behind 00:58
2.
Disheartened 03:35
I'm all alone in the dark and I can't see it hurts when I breath / I know we're meant to part but can't you see you've sentenced me to hell / But can't you see that this pain is too much for me / I'm sinking into the ground my bones are slowly failing me / With blood running down my chest filling my lungs with a pain so sharp reminding me I'm still alive / You left a knife in my back / You stole my memories / Taken away my dreams and I don't fucking sleep because my nightmares they crawl back / They keep crawling back and I can't run my legs are tied in chains / They keep crawling back and they're getting the best of me / I'm all alone in the dark and I can't see it hurts when I breath / I know we're meant to part but can't you see you've sentenced me to hell / And I fall to my knees and I beg because it's clawing out my chest / It's tearing throw whats left of my heart / And I beg for a god, for a sign, for deaths touch, to end my suffering / I'm all alone in the dark / You're clawing out my chest / You're tearing throw what's left of my heart / Take away my dreams because I can hardly sleep
3.
Clarity 04:05
Make the pain stop / The needles in my skin are being pulled from inside of me / The demons all around are tearing open my chest / And I feel it going down my throat / It's digging down to my marrow / I'm blinded here / There is nothing left to see / I'm terrified of dying dear god / Please just tell me there is something after I draw my last breath / I'm terrified / I can't see / I'm blinded here / Is it because there's nothing left for me / I'm blinded here / There is nothing left to see / All my thoughts are lost / I'm racing throw the pain / All my will is gone and I don't want to dream / Take a step back in search for some clarity / Your thoughts are stuck to her / You'll never be set free / Make the pain stop / You have to kill what's inside of me / But I'm drowning amidst these sinking stones / I'm terrified of dying dear god / Please just tell me there is something after I draw my last breath / I'm terrified / I can't see / I'm blinded here / Is it because there nothing left for me / You'll never be set free / There's nothing left for me / I swear I'm killing these ghosts but I'm drowning amidst these sinking stones
4.
Headstrong 04:24
Things should have been made differently to ensure a proper story / The lost and the young soon to be united with nothing left but the flesh to fight for / Time and space had the rules in their hands / Connected with the place I want to be / Trying to stay here in the moment / Reality is hard to accept and the game is far from over / There's no need to talk / I keep my head strong / A timeless line and shame is all mine but there's no need to talk / I keep my head strong until the wind comes not to crash down on my knees / To these dreams I used to have / I never had the chance / To save your life / A timeless line and shame is all mine but there's no need to talk / I keep my head strong until the wind comes not to crash down on my knees / To these fucking dreams I had in mind / It's game over / There's no need to talk / I keep my headstrong / A timeless line and shame is all mine but there's no need to talk / I keep my head strong until the wind comes not to crash down on my knees / These wrong decisions brought me to where I really am / Things should have been made differently / Trying to stay here in the moment / Theres no need to talk / I keep my head strong
5.
Reminiscence 02:34
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I'm stuck inside my head / Can't feel my fingertips / Can't feel the brush of your lips / Can't see the end of this hearse you call home / I'm calling out your name / I'm screaming to see your face / Why can't you hear me / Dear just hold me I can't feel your skin / I'm desperate to hear your voice / I'm longing for some air / It's just as well that my life is dead and cold / Dead, I feel dead / I feel like a lost cause / I'm calling out your name / Why can't you hear me / I'm calling out your name / I'm screaming to see your face / Don't look away / Please just please don't look away
7.
Let my thoughts crawl out my nerve wrecked brain / Let it destroy everything about me that was sane / It's not a sad tale it's a desperate one and we should all make peace with the fact we all die alone / I'll leave all this behind / I'll leave this pain in the back of my mind / It's never ending / My self inflicted suffering is a curse I cannot win / I'll be alone with this longing pain but each time you get to close to my thoughts the knife sticks further in / Why is my heart still beating / Life isn't worth living right now it should have been you in my place and when I found you I found a reason to live but now that you're gone I can barely feel / I write my name on these tortured wrists because a dance with the dead is nothing compared to this / I lie awake wishing you were here but to close to my thoughts I can hardly breath / And how the fuck can I welcome death if there's nothing after my last breath
8.
Don't look away /You have to accept your fate / You have to kill these demons inside of me / The past is so vivid when it runs through my veins / The stains didn't wash away / They didn't go pale / Your face is so clear in my thoughts / It's unbearable / It's so hard to fight / It seems I can barely lift to touch your face to feel your embrace with my shattered heart / I reminisce about my old life / I reminisce about my worn soul / The stains didn't wash away / They didn't go pale / Your eyes are forever in-bedded in my thoughts / So are your tears and your shaking hands / I wish you could have known how afraid of the dark I was when I lost you / The stains didn't wash away / They didn't go pale / Your face is so clear in my thoughts / It's unbearable / Don't look away /You have to accept your fate / You have to kill these demons inside of me / The past is so vivid when it runs through my veins / It's so hard to fight / It seems I can barely lift to touch your face to feel your embrace with my shattered heart / I see how everything is torn / The stains didn't wash away / They didn't go pale / Your face is so clear in my thoughts / It's unbearable / I see how everything is torn and these words I scream will never bring you back / Walk slowly up those front steps / Take one last look up to the sky / See your face in the clouds blurred by tears in my eyes / I've got to get away from here i'm scared to death / Clean the barrel one last time I don't want to taste the rust in my mouth

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released January 9, 2016

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